I need help. I'm a 26 year old female and don't have any insurance to afford a therapist.
there are times when my mom wants me to watch an episode of Face Off with her or my dad wants to watch a cute anime with him like "Chi's Sweet Home" or "Is The Order A Rabbit?" but I don't feel like it and do something else. And I love anime! All I wanna do is surf the web.
I'm being put on Disability because of OCD, Psychosis Induced Hallucinations and Anxiety. My parents say I have trouble staying still and I agree (which is another reason for Disability), so I don't think I'll be able to hold a job very well.
I have a good friendship with my parents, but my dad works the weekdays, we only have one car, my mom spends more time on her computer, playing Zombie Lane or on DreamWidth with online friends and posting fanfiction, or on her nook reading ebooks or watching Netflix and my dad plays table top roleplaying games with his friends on his Saturdays off. we did play Munchkin together once, which was fun.
my dad got laid off a few months ago but got a chance to work on a three month contract (at the same place) as a technician, I think. I know he works at a place in Slidell, LA that has something to do with rockets. Whatever.
Mom thinks I'm not focused enough for a driver's license and I'm afraid I'll be stuck at home because off it.
I'm having trouble bringing myself to draw anything since I don't have a scanner or graphics tablet anymore. I'm miserable, lonely and I've been crying at the time I wrote this entry. I don't even want to exercise and just eat sweets when they are available.
Please help me.